Guilt

It's a killer. Killer of the soul and mind.

Guilt

I feel it.

I can feel it in my body when I try to sleep tonight.

I close my eyes and my mind is racing and my body is tense and ridged.

Guilt

I could have done more

I could have stopped to ask, hey you ok?

I could have reached out and not laughed and joked.

I could have done more.

Guilt

Left me with - what if's and why's?

Left me with - I failed as a human being to another.

Left me with - I should have done more.

Guilt

I need to rid myself of this

It wasn't my 'place'

It wasn't my 'bag'

Guilt

I try to free myself of it but it comes back in waves of 'what if's?' and 'I should have'

This isn't a new pain, I've felt it before.

Guilt

It's a man made feeling and product

I've brought it upon myself

I've given it to myself

Guilt

It's a killer. Killer of the soul and mind

RIP RB